Hisfull name is Chad Aaron Hercules William Z (eez nuts) He was created w: friends in a server. hes a proud trans man im an artist yall also this was just a silly joke but- ion think itd a joke anymore. Me: no im not obsessed with a silly feral creature Z. Also me: actively obsessing over him. Hemeans: Maybe you need to slow down. He says: I don't know what I want. He means: I don't want you. He says: I need some space. He means: I'm about this close to dumping you but I haven't worked Afterspeaking this morning. He said to me, he would like to be friends (he changed his tune). He said his INTUITION said we could only be friends. So, I said, I think we should just move on. Time is too precious. Another words, I was not looking for a pen pal. Wished him the best. He at one point said, I'm not the crazy one. I rebutted by saying. ButI'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be Hey, how I used to be How I used to be Well, I'm just a little unwell No you're not racist for not being attracted to black men. I'm not attracted to black women 99.99% of the time either. People try to call me racist, especially by black women who have done nothing but give me more reasons not to want to date them. No, it's fine, you have you're preferances and that's okay. Discoverdesigns just for you. Find your favorite content. Search the depths of pop culture here. What topic or themes interest you? Search for art you'll love! Millions of designs for every interest. Search your favorite topic or theme! Hey you. What're you looking for? Thisis the Worst Thing to Say to Someone Sick. People with cancer, people with seizures, people with no legs, people with a mental illness - these people don't get to pick - or create - their realities. OK, so you're saying to me, "but you can always change how you look at life.". See, again, I'm going to have to say, give me a dude like its not about good and evil man the universe is a balance you know, theres like order and disorder and it's just like, your perception. like you think something is bad but it's just your perception man really its like "what's good" is just a construct" etc. Im sorry for making you feel some type of way, I know I wasn't thinking. I really love you and writing this letter to you made me realize how very sorry I am. Though I want you to know I deeply love you and I regret what I said / did I know I'm not perfect, I know that I made a mistake but I wish I could take back what was done. Cant get out of bed or leave the house. Can't work. Can't take care of themselves or others. Thinks or talks about suicide. That's what severe depression can look like, and it's a terrible and potentially deadly illness. Most people would notice those signs, realize something was wrong, and hopefully get some help. GP8Y. [ODYSSEUS, CREW]I look into your eyes and IThink back to the son of mineYou're as old as he was when I left for warWill these actions haunt my daysEvery man I’ve slain?Is the price I pay endless pain?Close your eyes and spare yourself the viewHow could I hurt you?I'm just a man who's trying to go homeEven after all the years away from what I’ve knownI'm just a man who's fighting for his lifeDeep down I would trade the world to see my son and wifeI'm just a manBut when does a comet become a meteor?When does a candlе become a blaze?Whеn does a man become a monster?When does a ripple become a tidal wave?When does the reason become the blame?When does a man become a monster?When does a comet become a meteor?When does a candle become a blaze? Forgive meWhen does a man become a monster? Forgive meWhen does a man become a monster? Forgive me [Verse 1 Kiiara]Scrollin' through the picturesFeedin' my addictionsSick of all the fake loveShouldn't drink the Kool-AidBut I think it's too lateGuess I gotta stay up[Pre-Chorus Kiiara]Some days, I just hate myselfWish that I was someone elseStuck inside this prison cellCan someone help? Someone help[Chorus Kiiara]'Cause I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwellI know right now you can't tellBut stay awhile and maybe then you'll seeA different side of meI'm not crazy, I'm just a little impairedI know right now you don't careBut soon enough you're gonna think of meAnd how I used to be[Drop Kiiara]I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—[Verse 2 Kiiara]Feelin' like I can't breatheWanna, but I can't screamWhy am I so messed up?If I'm livin' my best lifeWhy's it got my chest tight?Guess I gotta stay numb[Pre-Chorus Kiiara]Some days, I just hate myselfWish that I was someone elseStuck inside this prison cellI need some help, someone help[Chorus Kiiara]'Cause I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwellI know right now you can't tellBut stay awhile and maybe then you'll seeA different side of meI'm not crazy, I'm just a little impairedI know right now you don't careBut soon enough you're gonna think of meAnd how I used to be[Drop Kiiara & Wiz Khalifa]I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im— Okay[Verse 3 Wiz Khalifa]Made it out and when they doubt itThey can't do a thing about itRollin' kush and sellin' cloudyNo roof, top down, and everyone is real around meSo much ice, I probably bring the snow in townYou know I'm high, I'm always smilin'Ain't no vacation, my crib feel like an islandMakin' a wave, it don't matter what the style isCome to that paper, we stack it up and pile itCars is the fastest, chicks is the baddest, weed the loudestI was blessed with game, but don't give it to everybodyGotta really want it, you work for it, then you got itGot a billion dollars, I'ma take the proposition'Til I'm the one and only, I don't see no competition[Bridge Kiiara & Wiz Khalifa]'Cause I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell Uh, yeahI know right now you can't tell You already know what it is, manBut stay awhile and maybe then you'll see And if you don'tA different side of me YeahI'm not crazy, I'm just a little impairedI know right now you don't care I'm just smokin' kush, trynaBut soon enough you're gonna think of me Ease my mind and let time fly, it's Young Khalifa, manAnd how I used to be Let's go[Post-Chorus Kiiara]Am I alright? Yeah, I'm alright I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—Am I alright? Yeah, I'm alright I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—Am I alright? Yeah, I'm alright I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—Right now I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—Am I alright? Yeah, I'm alright I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—Am I alright? Yeah, I'm alright I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—Am I alright? Yeah, I'm alright I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—Right now I'm not crazy, I'm just a little im—[Outro Kiiara]Am I alright? Yeah, I'm alrightAm I alright? Yeah, I'm alrightAm I alright? Yeah, I'm alrightRight nowHow to Format LyricsType out all lyrics, even repeating song parts like the chorusLyrics should be broken down into individual linesUse section headers above different song parts like [Verse], [Chorus], italics lyric and bold lyric to distinguish between different vocalists in the same song partIf you don’t understand a lyric, use [?]To learn more, check out our transcription guide or visit our transcribers forum I'm Not Crazy "Hello Hopsin, word on the streets is that you're crazy, and I honestly believe you are."Hopsin- Listen. If I was really crazy I'd run up inside an orphanage and torment kids and beat babies faces with bags of oranges, fake my origin and tell people that I was born to sin, I go back to feelin' molested porn again. I would murder a nigga, then steal his body from whatever morgue it's in and take it back to a alley to torture it. Study all a the Freddy Krueger, Michael Myers, and Chucky horror flicks. Baby is that a knife you have in your hand? Of course it is! I run around crazy like the Afghans do it, some black cap foo's wearin' a fuckin' Batman suit and scream at bitches like a fat man scream, then tell 'em to take a deep breath cause this'll be the last chance to. I hate on everyone who's sane and gifted. Claim that my brain is missin' while sniffin cocaine and then cut my dick for the Pain Olympics. If I was crazy I would go pick up the mic and use it, and tell Dwayne Carter that I really like his music. ShitBut I'm not crazy, I'm just a tad bit strange. I can't control the thoughts that always travel through my brain. Oh no, not my fault so don't blame me. I swear to you that I'm not feelin' crazy AH crazy AH Wisdom- If I was manic I probably woulda neglected my responsibilities and make society respect it. I'd walk around in a dress wit a can a gas and blow up a motherfucker for laughin' with half a match. Dig up all the baby cadavers and grab a basket and shoot 'em through every window of every crib that I'm passin'. I'd prolly be back a couple hours later and fuck 'em with every bottle I cut 'em within my labour. Take a breather make a haste of it and bounce, hold a house that's adjacent of it, chase everyone out and take 'em down. Tell 'em I'm the Devil and I'm claimin everybody for a battle that's crazier than my brain is. Grab a chainsaw, blow the fuckin dust back, leave it all, still ready me a new bloodbath. Run back to the psyche ward check a perimiter and get in before they knew that I I'm not crazy, I'm just a tad bit strange. I can't control the thoughts that always travel through my brain. Oh no, not my fault so don't blame me. I swear to you that I'm not feelin' crazy AH crazy AH Yo, I won't lie I'm not as crazy as glue, but if I was let me describe all the bullshit I would do. I'd jackoff with sandpaper while I'm watchin The View, picturin' Whoopi bald headed strokin cock with her boobs. I'd throw babies in dryers, strangle tweakers that fidget, contract HIV willfully just to purposely get it, I'd mug mothers on welfare, swim in gallons of gas, meander to the batting cage and use my dick for a bat. Shit! If I was deranged I caught me a chain, make it rain like Washington and throw a stripper some change, make her work it on the flow, pussy pop on a handstand, lick her dirty snatch and film it all on my webcam. Honestly I'd be itchin' for gun play, I cock the 45 and shoot up church on a Sunday, I'll highjack a plane while it's still on the runway, grope the stewardess and take the passenger's chump I'm not crazy, I'm just a tad bit strange. I can't control the thoughts that always travel through my brain. Oh no, not my fault so don't blame me. I swear to you that I'm not feelin' crazy AH crazy AH crazy. Eu não sou louco "Olá Hopsin, palavra nas ruas é que você é louco, e eu honestamente acredito que você é."Hopsin-Ouça. Se eu fosse realmente louco que eu corra para cima dentro de um orfanato e crianças tormento e rostos bebês batida com sacos de laranjas, de origem meu falso e dizer às pessoas que eu nasci para o pecado, eu volto para me sentindo molestado pornô novamente. Eu mataria um negro, em seguida, roubar o corpo de qualquer morgue é em e levá-la de volta a um beco para torturá-lo. Estude todos os filmes de terror a um Freddy Krueger, Michael Myers, e Chucky. Baby é que você tem uma faca na mão? Claro que é! Eu corro por aí louco como os afegãos fazê-lo, vestindo alguma tampa preta foo 'a porra do terno Batman e gritar com cadelas como um grito homem gordo, então diga a eles para ter uma causa respiração profunda isso vai ser a última chance para. Eu odeio a todos que é sensato e talentoso. Alegação de que meu cérebro está perdendo enquanto sniffin cocaína e depois cortar meu pinto para as Olimpíadas de dor. Se eu fosse louco eu ia pegar o microfone e usá-lo, e dizer Dwayne Carter que eu realmente gosto de sua música. MerdaMas eu não sou louco, sou um pouco um pouco estranho. Eu não consigo controlar os pensamentos que sempre viajam através do meu cérebro. Ah, não, não é culpa minha por isso não me culpe. Eu juro para você que eu não sou louco feelin 'AH louco AH Cryptic eu era maníaco eu provavelmente woulda negligenciado as minhas responsabilidades e tornar a sociedade respeitá-la. Eu andaria em torno de um humor vestido uma lata de gás e explodir um filho da puta para rindo com metade uma partida. Desenterrar todos os cadáveres de bebês e pegar uma cesta e shoot 'em através de cada janela de cada berço que eu sou o passageiro ". Eu prolly estar de volta algumas horas depois e fodam-se eles com cada garrafa eu cortei-los dentro do meu trabalho. Dê uma pausa fazer uma pressa dele e saltar, segurar uma casa que é adjacente dele, perseguir todos para fora e levá-los para baixo. Diga a eles que eu sou o diabo e eu sou todos claimin para uma batalha que é mais louco do que o meu cérebro é. Pegue uma motosserra, soprar a poeira porra de volta, deixar tudo, ainda pronto me um banho de sangue novo. Corra de volta para a ala psique verificar um perímetro e entrar antes eles sabiam que eu eu não sou louco, sou um pouco um pouco estranho. Eu não consigo controlar os pensamentos que sempre viajam através do meu cérebro. Ah, não, não é culpa minha por isso não me culpe. Eu juro para você que eu não sou louco feelin 'AH louco AH eu não vou mentir Eu não sou tão louco como cola, mas se eu fosse me descrever todas as besteiras que eu faria. Eu tinha Jackoff com lixa enquanto eu estou assistindo The View, galo picturin 'Strokin Whoopi careca com os peitos dela. Eu jogaria bebês em secadores, tweakers estrangular que fidget, contraem o HIV deliberadamente apenas propositadamente para obtê-lo, eu mães caneca no bem-estar, nadar em galões de gás, passeie à gaiola de batedura e usar o meu pau por um morcego. Shit! Se eu fosse demente Eu me pegou de uma cadeia, fazer chover, como Washington e jogue uma stripper alguma mudança, fazê-la trabalhar com isso no pop buceta fluxo, em uma parada de mão, lamber os snatch sujas e filmes tudo na minha webcam. Honestamente, eu estaria coçando para jogar arma, eu pinto a 45 e atirar para cima da igreja em um domingo, eu vou sequestrar um avião enquanto ele ainda está na pista, apalpar a hospedeira e levar a mudança do passageiro eu não sou louco, sou um pouco um pouco estranho. Eu não consigo controlar os pensamentos que sempre viajam através do meu cérebro. Ah, não, não é culpa minha por isso não me culpe. Eu juro para você que eu não sou louco feelin 'AH louco AH louco.